dunno wad to do...

today....
Actually got training.....but i'm too tired...
So i tell him that i dun wan to go today......
Actually he wanted to go.... i ask him to go.... But him dun wan to go....
He say he wanna teman me... He say nothing is important than company me....

But Just Now!!!~~~~~
He got a call from Sisok than he lost a chance to get in competition.....
Than now he 'bla bla bla bla' ....
I'm feel so Sorry to him......

SMILE =)

安息吧~~

今天，在facebook那里看到了一篇部落格
看到了。。人生的无常。。
我看的是一篇，很心酸的一篇部落格。。
说道的是一对很要好的情侣，如今阴阳相隔了。。心痛！~
为什么？？为什么人生就这么的无常啊？
看着她的部落格。。看着她，对他的思念与不舍。。
我也好想跟她一起抱头痛哭噢！！~~

希望，希望。。
她可以。。好好的振作起来。。
不是要她忘记所有的一切。。
而是要她。。把他深深的记在心里。。永远永远。。
因为这永远都会是她心里最美好的一段回忆。。

看到这些事情。。
我会更加的珍惜在我身边的每一个人。。。
无论是我爱的，爱我的，讨厌我的，不爽我的。。
我都会好好的珍惜！^^
爱你们哦！！

Yeah!~~~~

Woohoo~~~~
I've get in to Tarc!~~~
Wheee!~~~

Damn happy man....
Once i received the sms from tarc college....
I happy till jump here jump there....muahahahaha~~~
Really damn happy....HAHA'-'

Goin to start school.....
Miss school so much!~~~

Sienzzzzz..............

Recently damn tired..
everyday also go for performance.....
WALAU!! i'm a girl man..... sad.....
HAHA'-' siapa panggil i masuk lion dance team...
No choice lor... '-'
Now just still left 4 more days.....YES!!!!

Although is tired....But everyday can see my baby....
Happy!~ Love him so so much oh.....

3rd Feb~~~

Finally we couple for half a year ady^^
Happy neh~~~

but at nite i ask him..
he say we couple seven's month.....swt =.="
HAHA.....actually a bit disappointed...
i count to him...thn only he say 'hehe, sry dear, i counted wrongly....'
LOL.....

Tengok dia cute sangat juga...thn i FORGIVE him la^^
muahahahahahaha!~

.........~

Wow....Recently damn tired weii...
having lion dance performance....
but my parents they all not understand .....
Haiz...

Lion Dance life is like tis de ma,...
whn almost CNY time...sure no time to rest wan....
Damn....
Hope they'll understand...

and 1 more thing....
Really hope and wish Dear can jump over the jong....
Hope he can carry Sultan jump over...

Jia You^^ MuacK!

Performance on 29.11.09

Ytdy...we went to Morib,Klang to have a performance...
Performing 24 festive drum... Is a quite huge place there...Nearby Sea...
Wa!~ damn nice~ HAHA'-' now is havent been done... But it will be done soon~
Dear say wanna bring me come here to ply nex time...
ahoho^^ HAppy!~ hope tis will bcome the real ya^^

In the evening....We went to another place to have performance...
Is at Bandar Puteri...Is a Fashion Shop...Selling clothes...
at there..some of them saying bout the gals lar...which gal pretty lar...
Emm...he is one of them oso...Mmmm....Honestly...
At first i got a bit 'beh song' larh...coz...
He is my bf leh...talk like tis infront of me....
siapa oso will jealous lar...HAHA'-'
cz i know i cnt bit them ma....
some of them are so pretty.....Wa!~
but..aft tht...i started to cool down....
i think i've been think too much liao...
i shud believe him ma..
guys see gals is vry normal de ma...
is jz like gals oso will look at guys wan lar..
HAHA'-' still rmb ytdy wad he ask me...

cz tht small sis too naughty liao...ask me..
'jie,why u wanna wif tis kor kor arh?? U shud find someone more leng zai ma..'
HAHA'-' i think bck oso feel so funny..
My Dear ask me...'u will follow wad ur sis say?'
He really......Aiyo...My Dear...i'm the one who choosing...
not my sis larh..
if i really follow wad she say....do u think i will still here wif u??
Sha Dear....i will be wif u is bcz i really love u de....Dun think too much oh^^

Speechless.....

Argh!! Haiz...
Really dunno wad to say ady....
Do i done anything wrong?? Why must you talk those bad thing behind me??
Come lar...Juz Said it infront of me! I'm not scared at you k?
I din done all the things that you tell infront of boss k??
Wad the SHIT larh... u think u very geng izzit?? Stupid Palia!!!!!
I'll leave tis company soon and dun wanna meet you anymore..
This company will only fitnah innocence people...WTF!!

Argh!!! Feel like wanna wack people!!! ANyone can let me to wack??

Updating of My Blog^^

wow~
what a long time i have not updated my blog ady..HAHA'-'
well, in this period is too busy ady..PLUS..i lazy..ahoho^^
Yupie^^ I admit it.. I really getting lazy ady..and tired..

Nowadays..Everyday also having training at Subang for our performance and competition..
Sometimes..is really feel damn freaking tired...BUT..No choice..HAHA'-'
who ask me like to go there so much^^ wakaka~
Although sometimes also will let mama : '$%#$@!@#$$%#'......
Ahoho^^ Aiya...Just for tis month...Tahan saja larh~

Yesterday has happend an accident... Ah Onn Sisok's hand..
My God...This accident makes me think 2 years back that what happend to my mama..
HUHU'-' Really shock that time...
I hope he'll be recover back soon and can join us together to genting..
We really need his support^^

Gambate^^

oh gosh~~
ytdy is my first time to play gong weii...aikzz...
damn kandoi...lol>.d
i dun even can play well.....

Well now...i still left less thn two months time to practice nia....
i think i can do it!!^^
No No No...is muz can do it!!
add oil add oil oh^^
Dun let ppl down....

i'll put all my best to the competition~~

Sry Dear~~

Dear..really sry bout ytdy...
dun think too much oh......
tat blog is jz for me to release out my feelings only...

well...actually...i got a bit happy tat u saw it...haha^^
at least u know now wad is in my heart tis few days..
and d question i wanna to ask u tis long time...haha^^
lol>.d
thx dear let me noe oh^^ now i know wad to do liao....
ahoho^^

LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH OH!~

Waiting for senior band start~~~

ahoho^^
finally~~Mr.Chan wanna do a senior band to us!! *whee~~*
muaahaha~~`can fly to the sky ady..
ytdy msn wif sze4...both of us already 'zi' high ady..
muahahaha~~~waiting for the band...
nex year goin to have a concert!!! Hooray~~~~

all of you mz come and have a watch oh!!~

Mmmm....=.="

sometimes....i oso dunno wad shud i do ady..
haiz...

will i think toooooooo much of it??
i guess yea...and i hope so....

Happy Day~~

Yesterday pigi Pasar Malam wif yen and sze4...
damn syok...ahoho^^
cz can chit-chat...and 7+1 sikit..
muahahaha~~~~~~lol>.d

whn we reach there..
i guess already 9 something ady gua...
our stomoch dunno sing hw many times punya 'Negaraku' ady..ahoho^^
thn we cepat cepat find food to eat~~~
we ate Laksa tat nite..

Wa~~~ i can jz say tis world damn small...
yen meet her college fren at thr...
thn we meet ah kai, ah chung and pei hoong they all..
actuali dunno gud or nt...muahahaha~~~
damn looooooooooooooong time din meet them ady..
im shocked actuali...=.="

whn we balik tat time..
meet shemon and shahril(nescafe)...muahahaha~~~
'im a big big gal in a small small world'...lol>.d
tis world damn small wei.....

Sick??!!! shu shu shu~~~~

oh no~~~
sick jor....haiz....
mayb is bcz of my dear...or mayb is bcz of my family oso...
ahoho^^
wed tat at club....aft playing thn suddenly feel damn hot....
swt=.=" not tat hot ar...muahaha~~~
thn i guess is fever jor gua...lol>.d
bt i din care lar...haha^^

aft tat, we start practice lion dance...
whn they practice half way....
i suddenly feel like goin to vomit...
thn i cepat cepat go toilet....
haiz....damn cham....
my dear saw it...thn he came and ask me..
'are u vomiting jz now?' thn i say yea....
he touch my head...thn he ask me gt take medicine or nt...
i say havent...
thn u guess wad's in the end??

Kena Marah Lor...LOL>.d
ahoho^^
bt i noe he bibir-bibir like tat is bcz of he care of me lar...
damn like tat feel...muahahah~~~
bt nex time i think i become a guai guai lui better lor...
Wad u guys think??haha^^

Jealous??!!

On sat nite....
We had a performance nearby our club.....

Actually is a nice day to be at thr...ahoho^^
cz i meet him~~~lol>.d
We are now really bcome a couple infront of ppl ady.....@.^
actually i was happy lar... i can feel the warm tat he gave to me...

Aft we perform....We go bck to club...
Thn...of cz is~~~Makan!!!ahoho^^ damn hungry liao....
while we are eating...
his pad sis called him.....the way he talk so smooth~~~haha^^
Ee....actually.......................tat time i was a bit jealous lar...i admit it...
actually is jz his pad sis called him only ma..... aiyo...haiz...i oso dunno y...
mayb is bcz his pad sis like him.......so i..... jealous gua....
i know i shouldn't.... cz is his pad sis ma....
bt the heart.... feel so weird...
i feel i wanna told him.... but i takut pulak....haha@.^
haiz.....hope one day i cn tell him wad i really feel.....
am i too jealousis??

A day with busy....

hu~~yesterday was a damn busy day....
once i masuk office....
3rd boss said tis to me...
'Nat, tis is the document tat client will come and sign today...let it done bfore lunch ya...'
OMG!!! damn bloody hell...
damn a lot wei....haiz...
no choice lor...gotta do oso...
siapa panggil dia boss saya...T.T

And finally....................................
i 1.30p.m. only finish....
haiz...
use my lunch time oso liao...lol>.d
thn i jz cin cai buy KFC to makan lor...
cz most near and fast...ahoho^^

luckily i finish bfore the client come...
if not~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
sure my boss chop my head....
muahahahahaa~~~~~~

Sorry~~

yesterday.. i feel like goin to gaduh wif him like tat....
i really din meant to do tat to him on monday....
on monday.. i nt meant to dun wan to talk wif him.....
actually....i know tat my heart still gt something wan....av-time i wanted to forget abt it...
it will comes out itself to my mind....
last time... my first... is bcZ too many ppl know and they all like watching a show...
see how he...treat me... or should be saying play a fool with me??
so...i dun dare...so close wif him infront of ppl....
i know i should let go...let all the sad things go and received all the good things that he gave to me....
all my ji mui tell me....let kick tat freck out of ur heart...u should accept nick...
he cn let u happy....his caring is real de~~~

He really really vry gud....
seriously, i really doing it vry vry hard.... and i really do love him...vry much...
i wont...let go easily tis time....
i hope we will be long-lasting relationship.....

such a paiseh day~~

yesterday nite....as usual lar...
pergi training....
Bt~~~ytdy is special geh.....
ytdy i go training at sg.way......Nick say he gt performance on sun...so he go to subang lor....

thn....bfore we started our practice...
kah chun tat kid ar...haiz....
masuk saja..."ei, whr is nick?" LOL>.d.......
thn all ppl started...ei, whr is ur bf ar....
palia wan....lol....say until my face all red liao....
ARGH!!!damn paiseh neh~~~~~~
muahahaa^^

thn he suddenly came oso....
cz subang cancel today.....haiz....
av-one is like...wow~~~~
fuiyoh~~~~~

haiz......practice day bcome a paiseh day~~~~

Finally come out a answer for him~

Yesterday nite.....
i give my answer to him ady...haha^^
actuali i wanna tahan until fri geh....but seem like....
i tak boleh go to Johor to see their competition ady~~~haiz....
(i actuali wanna tell him face to face de ma...)
he wan me to tell him face to face oso geh....bt thn...haiz...
thn he say nvm...he dun wan face to face liao...haha^^
gan jiong betul lar~~~

thn i said....so lou u pass ady lar.....
thn he happy till~~~
muahahahahah~~~~~~~~
he really damn cute~`
haha@.^
i hope i have nt do the wrong decision for me and him...
i hope we been can together in a long long long time~~~~
so lou....i guess so po really let u stay in her heart ady lor~~~